[thedildoguy]

So, I have a locked suitcase in my wardrobe. It contains about 25 pairs of panties and g-strings that I've acquired over the years (some are still in their original dirty condition, other I have to wash after I pee or cum in them) as well as a few bras, stockings, garters, skirts and tops that have found their way from various women's bedrooms to my secret stash.

I have a girlfriend, Katrina, of 4 years, though we still don't live together. We both bought houses in the early days of our relationship and are quite happy with our own space. She works away for 8 days every fortnight, and her mother moved in with her about 2 years ago. So there's no way I could have my dirty alone time if I lived there.

Kat has no idea about my really devious side, and I hope to keep it that way!

Anyway, about a year ago while cleaning my house I found a pair of pink lacy panties (below) at the end of my bed, caught in the sheets. I remembered Kat had bought them and a pink night dress a few weeks before and brought them to my place. I folded them and put them in a drawer where she keeps some of her things. I mentioned to her in passing that I found them and put them back, though I'm not sure why.

The next weekend she stayed at my place, and in the morning went in to her drawer for whatever reason. I was in the bathroom brushing my teeth. I saw her walk in behind me, in the mirror. She was holding the pink panties in front of her chest with both hands, looking a little curious and a little pissed! She said something like "Yeah, these aren't mine." So I said "Yes they are, they must be!"

Clearly she knew they weren't hers, and I realised that they must have come from my stash! She must have taken the pink ones she bought home with her! It was a gut-wrenching moment but I tried to act all cool and calm like it wasn't a big deal and that I had no idea where they came from (which at the time I really didn’t). I had no valid excuse for her, but took them and threw them in the trash (and later recovered them of course!). Somehow after what seemed like hours of denying that another woman had been in my bedroom and claiming that I had no idea how they got there, things calmed down. For some reason she just got over it and now just makes the occasional joke about "the knickers I found in your room" (after finding a second pair a few months later – see my next post for that one!). It still makes me sick with fear whenever it come up.

The craziest part, from my view, was that I literally had no recollection of where they came from. I have fond and clear memories of when and where I took all of my other panties, and when I wear each pair I always think of the woman from whom I stole them. But these pink panties baffled me!

It wasn't until about 3 months later while looking through some photos of my devious activities that it became clear. I take photos and videos of myself in women's bedrooms from time to time, wearing their clothes, jerking off in their panties and when I'm really lucky; using their sex toys. One of my stashes contains pics and vids of my sessions Kat's place. Her mother became a very regular provider of pussy-stained panties when she moved in, and I often found myself alone in their house. I had looked through her bedroom thoroughly for a vibrator but to no avail, but there were always at least a few pairs of dirty g-stings and panties lying around, and her pussy smelt absolutely amazing to me.

So I saw this photo of myself wearing a white bra and the very same pink panties that Kat had found. Then it hit me: THEY WERE KAT'S MOTHER'S PANTIES! Unbelievable! I then vaguely remembered having to bring them home to wash them after I got carried away and blew my load in them, with the intention of returning them. I obviously forgot about them, and then when they turned up in my bed, I assumed they were Kat’s! What an idiot!

I shudder to think about the conversation that they might have had, where Kat’s mother asks “Kat, you haven’t seen my pink knickers anywhere, have you?”

“Are they lacy with a little bow on the front?”...

So there you have it. My girlfriend not only discovered a pair of my stolen panties, she found her own mothers underwear in my bedroom! Stay tuned for my next stupid balls-up only a few months later, when Kat found one of my favourite pairs just under my bed. A black lacy thong that I took from my ex-girlfriend’s sister’s bedroom floor...

[daniel_k25]

I like your story and am glad you shared it with us. But I have to say that I really think you need to tell your girlfriend about your panty wearing. There are several reasons for this. First, it is really not fair to her for you to hide something like that from her. It's not fair for you to expect her to be in a relationship with you but not show her the real you. Although panty wearing doesn't define us, it is a big part of who we are (if it was no big deal you would not hide it from her). If you want someone to be in a relationship with you, then they have the right to know who you actually are.

Second - you will probably find that telling her will make your life a lot better. I doubt that she will jump up and down and say "Goody - now I can dress you up in panties!" but you will find that not having to hide it and live your life in fear of getting caught takes a huge weight off your shoulders. From her reaction to finding pairs of panties in your room that aren't hers, she seems like a person with a pretty good attitude. If you approach it right, and tell her you are sorry for hiding it from her, and that there were many times when you wanted to tell her but you were too embarrassed, I doubt she will dump you for it. In fact, if you approach her and tell her about it at a time when you don't necessarily have to, it will come off a lot better then telling her at a time when she confronts you about it and she feels like the only reason you are teling her is because she is confrontiong you about it.

Anyway - I don't want to sound critical and I completely understand why you keep it a secret (we've all been there). But that's my two cents.

[thedildoguy]

Thanks for the advice. The thing is though; I'm not worried about her dumping me. I'm worried about others finding out, particularly if we ever break up. It would kill me if my friends all found out, and she's the sort of girl that may just resort to spilling the beans if I ever hurt her.

Having said that, I am willing to have a think about it.

[PantyLoverBC]

I had a similar incident with my g/f.. .Similar to the point she found a pair of panties she didn't recognize... An argument ensued, why I don't 'cos she does know... She was all "Who's are these?" And all I could say was "Yours..." But she didn't remember buying them... In Thunderbay in Walmart on a visit I had made there when she lived there for a short time...

We went back n forth for a while, but, then I guess after going over the story of when they were bought reminded her.... It's happened a few times since with others, but, in the end, she remembers, I'm hoping... There's not a single pair in there she don't know.... But I guess having a few hundred pair, she probably just forgets...

I know it's not the same from MY POV, but, I really don't like being accused of cheating when I haven't, so, I have to be on guard for that... Her memory ain't the greatest...

Looking forward to pt. 2 tho'...

Incidentally, how did her mums knicks feel?

[Pantyholic]

thedildoguy, on 29 January 2011 - 03:57 PM, said:

I'm worried about others finding out, particularly if we ever break up. It would kill me if my friends all found out

I can understand that, and it's a very good reason why you should be careful. Depending on age or maturity, girls can behave like little demons after a break-up especially when you dump them. Nothing hopefully as extreme as Fatal Attraction, but enough to cause severe embarrassment, especially when she is in a bar, had a few too many and with a gang of girlfriends.

[herpanties2007]

Wild story. Not sure what I would do, but if you are not worried about her breaking up with you, then I would tell her they are yours.

[Pantied Suzi]

Interesting. That is part of the excitement of your S.O. knowing about you wearing panties.

[Teri]

Nice exciting story. Thanks for sharing.

[thedildoguy]

herpanties2007, on 31 January 2011 - 10:20 PM, said:

Wild story. Not sure what I would do, but if you are not worried about her breaking up with you, then I would tell her they are yours.

I'm not at all worried because she's way more into me than I am into her, which may sound a bit weird. If anything it would be me breaking up with her, and that's why I'm sure she'd use it against me! Besides, if she knew and was OK with it, my panty fetish would probably lose it's appeal.

Thanks everyone for reading this. It feels good to get it out and to see what the PK community has to say.

[carlainpanty]

wow that is why i came out to my wife so i wold not have to enplane a pair of panty she might have found

[mic091221]

nice story,,, wow,,, that sucks... my wife has hundreds of pairs of panties too,, and i can never sneak anything new in there,,, (if i buy something and don't like it, i will just put it in her drawer), she will just pull them out and say,, These aren't mine,,,,,,, LOL.. i say, sure they are,, your drawer is full of panties how would you know what you do and don't have...

but she knows...

its like ESP.. or something like that,, HEH heh

[satinguy469]

Good story. Not many girls would drop the subject of finding someone elses panties in your bed. Them being her mother's, well not sure if they figured it out together yet.
Another pair under your bed? You might have to tell her or try to make it an ongoing joke or something so everyone in your life you don't want knowing doesn't find out.

[arnoldlane]

What a terrific story and equally valid and interesting comments as well! And I agree with the possibility that some of the exciting appeal about wearing panties is the taboo/secretive aspect of a clandestine practice such as ours might be diminished by full disclosure to ones S.O. And I totally understand the terror of the possibility that a bad break up end with all of my buddies and co-workers finding out about my nasty little secrets. For me, its better to remain in the closet and do what I do in private and only revealing my secrets to those who engage in panty wearing like all of YOU here in Pantykin.

[Diane]

I've had a similar experience - i hate the heart-in-my-mouth sensation and the give-away blush - but I still cant tell or share my secret love

[shuamanlou]

The moment that is very awkward.

[ILikepantypenis]

KKind of on topic, but I found a pair of panties in my bathroom that were not mine, and where not my girlfriends. I asked her where they came from, as they were well worn, but not hers. She knows I wear but I knew they were not mine. So either one of our female friends left their panties in my bathroom , she's seeing a chick on the side (please please) or another panty wearing guy.